Darkness

I'm changed
no idea how or why
but something is deffinitly different inside
a part of me has died
my soul is cripled
my heart is gone
replaced by a vortex
suxing up the happiness, warmth and kindness
of the world
there is darkness in me and all around me
I welcome the rain and the night
despise the day
and the sun
don't want to see my life in true light
no one around I am alone and wounded
backed up into a hard corner
hanging on to what might be the end of my life